2/9/11

This blog am talking about school this year I leave. I was so happy to leave up till now I am really scared of leaving because I don't think am ready to grow up. I have a lot of things I want to do when I leave school I want to be a carpenter when I leave school. I have had an interest in making things. Am not good at just people telling me how to do things I would rather try it my self even if  mess up that's why I love wood work. When I finish my course in collage I want to move to Australia. Ever since I can remember Australia has been my dream country. I love everything about Australia the animals the people, the views, the weather there is nothing I don't like. That is my life ambition I might leave my family but I think it would make me a lot happier over there. I have friends who live there so am not all alone. But the thing am most scared of is I don't want to fail my tests I really want to fill out all my dreams.

my life start to now 2/9/11

This is my 1st blog I started it because I watched a program and this girl had a blog she explained all her feelings. That is what made me want to make my own blog is because you can express you feelings and get them out of body. I was born in 1995 my mum and dad had split up and I lived with my mum I saw my dads on weekend I was very close with mums side of the family they have always been there for me. my mum and dad got back together and they had my little sister and brother. when I was 12 I was diagnosed with dyslexia so schools been really heard. But when I joined my high school I enjoyed it a lot more and got into design technology and I want to do that in later life. life has been a bit up and down but these lest 2 years have been the worst years of my life. Last year my great grandad died he was my best friend I could tell him anything and he wouldn't get angry if I done something stupid. He was just an amazing man who would help anybody if he could. I have always kept my feeling to my self because I dint want to make anybody upset. I was so depressed when he died I didn't wan to talk much. My whole family was affected specially my mum she looked after him and saw him everyday.  At the start of this year my great great aunt died my mum was very close to her so it was hard for me to watch my mum go though so much in just under a year. But just after that my great nan died I was very close to her as well as my grandad she was a wonderful woman who loved everything in life. She wouldnt let anybody leave her house without have a drink and something to eat she was the kindest person you will ever meet. So we have all had a hard year. At the end of last year I had a problem with my heart and the doctors said that I could carry on as normal and I would be fine so I done that but they told me go to London. I went and and they told me I have wolf parkinson white syndrome and they told me if I play sport that I have a chance of dieing. Thay told me I would have an op in October but today i found out out I wont till November so thats my life up to date.